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Friday, November 16, 2012
My Beautiful Grandma Josie-
So Yesterday after dealing with BULLSHIT- My dad calls me.. and I don't understand a thing he saying because he was talking soo fast and stuttering.. then I finally pieced everything he was trying to tell me...
My Grandma had a stroke, and she's in Emergency... Thankfully she is stable... but she doesn't remember who certain people are ... and she keeps talking about Daly City, San Francisco, and Frankfort street... Millbrae..
Jade tried to hug and kiss her.. and she didn't even know who Jade was.. my heart broke inside.. because I know... her time is comming soon.
This hurts- because she's my Grandma, and I love her soo much.. and just knowing what she's going thru sucks..
I'm praying hard that GOD just makes this easy for her.. I know my grandpa has been waiting for awhile for her.. and.. Gosh i miss him too..
When we had a mini family reunion couple months back in the summer.. she came up to me while I was eating.. She said that she was soo happy to see everyone there.. but was a little upset that my brother Marc wasn't there.. then she went on to say "I want a party, and I want EVERYONE there."
When she told me this... it struck me hard.. hard in my heart.. because I already knew what she was saying.. and even though I HATE to actually write this.. i know she's telling me that she wants something now.. while she's still here.. because she already knows.. she doesn't have much time left...
God- how ever, and when ever.. you take my Grandma Josie Back... Please.. Please.. just make it as peaceful, serene, without any pain.. if possible.