I think or my personal opinion is... If someone wants something bad enough you will do whatever it takes to have that.. Regardless of whatever might be going on in the midst of things.
for some reason I feel like there are missing parts to this story.. there's always some excuse..and never enough time... I used to never have time... until I MADE THE TIME- to what I wanted, or what I felt was important to me.... and I feel like.. maybe in this situation.... i'm just the end part of this cruel mean joke... sad... I wouldn't be surprised.. this would not be the first time... Remember.. I used to be the big fat girl that every one made fun off said shit to... did mean things to......and all of this what I feel... there's just soo many questions marks... and that familiar feeling...
At first.. I thought I felt it melting... now... i feel like its slowly getting cold again...
like Dee said.. I'm very intuitive on my instincts..
not surprised.. more like disappointed.
