Sunday, September 22, 2013

The things that really mean something

I think I got caught up on things and then became out of place.. I think because I have to hold it down for so many things that mean very much to me became over whelming.. That I let go..

I need to get re focused and back in tune-  yesterday night at Ma France party My niece from Texas came up to me and said what an inspiration about working out and all that how great I looked and how she really looks up to me.. I felt my heart flutter my stomach twist a lump in my throat - I had soo many mixed feelings about all she had said

 Get your shit together Analynn stop fucking off stop holding on to something that isn't  gonna help you grow- no pain no gain right?... For sure I've endured soo much pain in my heart my soul,. And I have gained soo much more of an understanding, and becoming stronger..self respect- And mostly what really means something to me - my family my children-