Smiling on the outside- Crying in the inside-

Smiling on the out side... crying in the inside- yea.. that's me- I know i'm gonna be ok no matter what happens, I know things will be alright.. but this point right now.. this point that I've gotten to.. is one of the tuffest.. especially just having to hold up while I know my grandma is slowly dying in front of us. This past week has been tuff.. I know GOD hears me.. cuz i'm still standing. Well- ok getting off this sad part.. On Sunday the homies called me and told me they had a free ticket to the Raiders game which included tailgating.. it was HELLA FUN- Everyone was cool they knew i wasn't really a Raiders fan so yeah I had a lot of shit talked to me- but at the end i told them.. NEXT TIME when we do this.. we should do a 49ers game- we would have waaaaayyy more fun CUZ THEY WIN!!! lol they were all like.. ahhhhh thas fucked up- I said- i'm jus sayin "keepin it REAL"