So I had it done- and EVERYTHING THAT I read on, did research on, asked others about… all helped.. everything I went thru from the moment they layed me down, when I woke up.. got home.. everything.. was like what I expected..
The surgery team was AWESOME.. definitely I’m going to do a YELP review for them… The Nurse who took care of me from the beginning and end made me feel soo comfortable that It didn’t even feel like I was going into surgery but more just like taking a nap…
Anyways, Everyone said I recovered FAST because they started surgery about 2:05 and I left the hospital by 4:45. Mike has been wonderful taking care of me, the kids, making sure I take my meds, feeding me, carrying me around…
He’s been great- I showed him my boobs and he was like wow.. but.. sad.. and I asked him whats wrong? He said.. I don’t like seeing them like that… they look “injured” lol… I thought it was funny.. I’ve been bandaged up and I had pasties covering my nipples so Yea.. he’s right they did look injured..lol
But Yesterday was the big day.. I went in for my post op appointment and that’s when the Dr. took off the Medical bra, and the nipple covers… I was soo excited to see…
I’M still trying to soak this all in.. no SERIOUSLY… I’M AMAZED…
I don’t know how many people go thru what I go thru but .. from looking at my FAT ASS FOR over 30 years weighing in over 230+ lbs… and then one day… I’m standing in the mirror..
And my body, my life, everything… IS ALL DIFFERENT NOW…
I thank GOD I had a good surgeon.. I love my twins! I trip out a lot looking in the mirror when I’m alone and looking at my new boobs… haha.. ok I admit.. I do get turned on by them.. my nipples too-… people think oh you lose nipple sensitivity when you get a boob job… ummm NO.. THAT’S NOT ALL TRUE.. I think SOME ladies have that problem.. I.. on the other hand.. my nipples are SUPER SENSITIVE now, more than before- .. I HAD HUGE nipples… so he fixed those too.. contoured them more to the new boobs so the look would go good together.. and he was right!
So Mike got to see them finally yesterday… I was soo nervous to show him.. and then I did.. and he just stared.. I couldn’t tell what he thought… until he said like a little kid confused and frustrated… “all I wanna know is .. when do I get to play with them??” LOL… it was Kodak moment.. lol..
I'm still a little sore, but overall I think i'm healing well and just trying to get used to this new look and new feel...
My Dr. told me that I won’t be able to deterimine the definite bra size till 12 weeks… but count on them for sure to be D cup or Double D cup.
So for now I can just go without a bra and let them breath a little or continue to use the medical bra they gave me.. So today I’m braless and it feels GOOD. LOL… I’m really glad I worked out hard before having this surgery.. I think its VERY important to have a strong core. If my abs or core wasn’t in shape.. I think I would’ve had a HELLUVA time healing..
Now.. onto the bullshit issues.. let me make this CLEAR - THIS IS MY BLOG.
NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO..
UNLESS YOU PAY MY BILLS..
I DON’T HEAR YOU-
If I wanna write about how I THINK Kassy is a Whore housewife and is really the definition of a “fake bitch” – I CAN- from the actions she did and played on.. her father in law and niece dying, and using that as an excuse to seek attention from Mike instead of her husband… WELL YEA.. that’s not only a fake bitch.. but AN EVIL bitch who has no remorse or sorrow for the loved ones around her hurting…
OR IF I WANNA WRITE ABOUT how I gotta deal with Erika and baby mama Drama - I WILL-
This is MY blog..if you don’t like it, if you FEEL offended BY IT- then … jus like how I told TRAILER trash whore housewife, and her one footed bitch sister- GET THE FUuuuCKK Outttta HERE…. Ya Dig?
Mike’s BABies MAMA called him on Sunday morning talking about how she wants me to not WRITE ABOUT HER.. How I put her life on blast and,..blah blah blah-
I didn’t put her life on blast.. she did that on her own.. I’M WRITING ABOUT.. MY ISSUES WHAT I GOTTA GO THRU.. ME- NUMERO UNO-.. AND THE CRAZY BULLSHIT THAT BLOCKS MY PATH or interferes in my WAY.. she needs to understand by her actions ASKING MIKE if he wants to smoke METH WITH HER.. KNOWING DAMN WELL HE’S WITH ME, KNOWING DAMN WELL HE’S CLEAN……. DEFINATELY AFFECTED ME AND MY FAMILY in a NEGATIVE WAY… NEVER TAKE MY KINDNESS AS WEAKNESS- BECAUSE, I’M LIKE A MOTHER BEAR- YOU FUCK WITH ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS, And try and TEMP THEM WITH SOME BULLSHIT, CRYSTAL METH DRUGS- FUCK YEA AND FUCK YOU – Mother Bear will come down HARD-
I’M DONE WITH BULLSHIT..I PROMISED MYSELF AND MY KIDS- I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY CRYSTAL METH HEADS ANTICS OR COMPLAINTS OF WHAT SO EVER. CRYSTAL METH is THE KEY TO HELL- I’VE SEEN MY OWN FAMILY MEMBERS- lives literally DIE BECAUSE of that BULLSHIT.. the most BEAUTIFUL people… who end up taking that shit… LITERALLY.. TURN INTO SHIT… so I’m not HAVING IT, DON’T WANNA BE ASSOCIATED WITH ANYONE OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT.
AND she WANTS TO GET MAD AT ME for bitching about that ON MY BLOG???!!? FLIP THE SCRIPT. FACT- YES YOU ARE SMOKING METH, and YES I HAVE THE RIGHT to bitch-
I’m so tired of dumb people in general .. I work hard for my family, my money, my SHIT- and then these stupid mother fuckers or dumb ass people come along and they wanna start shit, stir shit, and then be mad at me??
Well its my first day back at work, I’ve already had 2 meetings and a tons of projects sitting in my inbox…. TIRED OF BULLSHIT.. time to make money-
I wish I could write more.. I will later….
Love ya, Miss ya- MWAH!
