Ok I’m on VENTING MODE-
I HATE CRYSTAL METH- I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT-
My heart sank again, this time my niece has confronted her dad and it was the most gut wrenching, heart breaking, thing I’ve heard so far-
Prior before leaving for college she had suspected that her dad’s girlfriend was using.. and then she realized her dad was too.. but everything was just by gut or what she “felt” then today I get a text message telling me that 2 of the kids while making dinner found a baggie of that shit in the kitchen.. the other kid found some in the bathroom. She had also found some in the bathroom as well- which confirmed it.
I FEEL sick inside.. THEY’RE totally BLOWN for that- how the fuck do you leave your DRUGS in the kitchen or bathroom? Enough for the kids to find and possilbly use? I’M GOING APE WALL INSIDE BURNING ready to beat the shit out of KAREN for brining them ALL BACK TO THIS hell hole-
My sister already confronted her telling her she doesn’t want her taking the little one to school anymore because she feels VERY UNCOMFORTABLE knowing she’s on that shit taking her kid to school.. Karen was like “oh your kids in good hands, I’m fine, everything is ok..” BULLSHIT BITCH! SHE IS SOO ASSED OUT- I PUT THIS ON MY OWN KIDS- because THEY ARE LIKE MY OWN..
I LITERALLY RAISED THEM when they went thru this crystal meth tweaker bullshit- and CPS came and took the kids away.. IT WAS ME WHO TOOK THEM BACK kept them ALL TOGETHER in the same home, sacrificing my own HOME, WORK, MY SCHOOL TIME, just so these kids would have stability again, a sense of Home, of how life should be….
LIKE I SAID SHE IS ASSED OUT – IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MIA, CHELS, OR JEFF WHILE IN HER CARE and WHILE SHE’S TWEEKING- IF ANYTHING HAPPENS to ANY OF THEM… IT WILL NOT BE GOOD.
I’m going to her house tonight, and although I feel like I wanna bash her head in, and literally BEAT SOME sense into her.. I WON’T..
BUT- I WILL talk to her CONSTRUCTIVELY. Or maybe I should do it in layman’s terms.. with her being all tweaked out her brain is gonna be rushing not understanding.. she is gonna be on one BIG EMOTIONAL TRIP- especially when she see’s I’m literally taking BILL OUT OF THERE-
It has to be done- TUFF, Love but the kids need a chance, she is an adult and has abused her OWN FREE will by slipping.. backwards- MY whole family has HELPED HER GAIN herself back, and with her kids-
She knows damn well what is RIGHT and what is WRONG- and for her to leave shit in the BATHROOM, THE KITCHEN… in common areas were all the kids go thru- FUCK THAT- NO PITTY FOR A TWEAKED OUT METH HEAD – NO MORE- I’M DONE –
IF I COULD DO AT LEAST ONE GOOD THING- I’M GONNA MAKE SURE BILLY’S KIDS, AND KARENS KIDS- HAVE A FAIR CHANCE IN LIFE- where people DON’T DO METH AND TWEAK OUT AND STOP WORKING AND HAVE NO HIGHER HOPES OF LIVING, LEARNING, AND GROWING-
Like I said- I HATE CRYSTAL METH- AT THE END IT JUST RUINS LIVES~ AND TO ME ITS NOT WORTH ANY KIDS LIFE-
GOTTA GO, gonna pray hard before I see them.. pray for me? For us? For them? And for you=
Love ya, miss ya, MWAH-
