Can someone just hand me some tickets to Hawaii? Or Better yet- Jamaica? I would love to stay at the Palladium Resort again.. I need to literally fly off to somewhere-
HOLY BEE GEE ZEE… One day for me.. is actually 3 days all put in one.. I got soo much going on.. some good, some bad.. I don’t even know where to start…
As far as me- I’m healing VERY WELL.. I can lift my arms straight up now just like how I used to right before and after working out… at first I was scared to twist my back or do stretches.. but now I can move almost like normally- I still get the “stretching of the muscles” sensation but it isn’t as harsh as it was right after surgery. I think I am OCD a little haha.. every chance I’m alone.. anywhere.. I’m either feeling on my tits, looking at them, or squeezing and massaging them.. HAHAHA!! I FEEL LIKE A “FREAK!!” I asked the other ladies if they go thru the same thing and ALMOST ALL OF them do what I do.. or even more.. lol .. .at least I don’t feel like a weirdo anymore.. haha.. I tried on all my BEBE tops, AND they fit PERFECT WITH NO BRA!! I love not having to wear a bra. I think the only bad IS.. if I don’t wear a bra I get really NIPPPY.. but still the freedom of no bra and my titties just perky and big .. yea.. Nippy isn't that bad.. lol.
As usual I’m swamped with work.. I had an interesting event happen between me and an old friend-
I used to live with 2 guys before I met Mike.. Luis & Johnny- Luis is Gay, and Johnny is straight – who also is an upcoming UFC Trainer fighter at my gym…
Anyways- living with Johnny was cool. He would give me A LOT of pointers when I would work-out on the punching bag in the garage, and just help me with my formation- for the most part I thought of him as a brother more than anything… I never really thought of him sexually or anything like that… Anyways.. Johnny always keeps in touch with me, and from time to time he’ll text me to see how I’m doing.. YESTERDAY turned out to be TOTALLY DIFFERENT-
He begins with a Good Morning Text to me.. and I respond back the same to him with a smiley face…
Then he texts back to me.. “Can I be honest with you?” When I see this text.. I’m thinking in my head.. OH GREAT.. what now.. what kind of bullshit rumor did you hear now? but I text him back “sure, wsuP?” He takes me by surprise with the following several text messages about, how when we used to live together when we were roommates…
How one night he had heard me and Mike having sex and how he wished it was him doing me instead of Mike, how he used to imagine just coming into my room and in his own text message words “I wanted to get in between your legs, eat your pussy, and fuck the shit out of you- How he masterbates when he thinks of me…
I FROZE- felt weird, and texted him back- I’m with Mike -please don’t text me anymore..
He texts back = I’m Sorry- I didn’t respond back after that, and then again he texted “I’m sorry ” I ignored all his messages after that…
Johnny just made me feel Weird- Cuz in all sincerity I seriously looked up to him as this “older brother” maybe not as close as my real bro, but as far as our relationship- I had the sense we were more like Cuzzo’s or Sister and Brother kind of thing…
Then this morning I get on my Facebook.. and I have several emails from him.. I read part of the first one.. he began with I’m sorry, and he doesn’t want to lose me as a friend…etc…. I didn’t feel like reading the rest - so I just automatically deleted them.
Its FRIDAY!!! YAY!! .. I wanna go Reggae clubbin in SF but I think its still too soon to be jiggling the tata’s so I’ll wait. We have plans with our friends, gonna have some dinner, drinks, and Movie night!
Well I promised some pics- so here they are.. Me with my new boobs!!
Love You, Miss you, MWAH!!
