Aloha Nani Lina-

So when I went to Hawaii years ago.. I had my name translated in Hawaiian.. the guy said Analynn = Nani Lina.. which means Beautiful "Lynn".. Well.. Nani Lina.. is going to HAWAII!! BY HERSELF!! yes I am taking a vacation.. ALL BY MYSELF.. well not entirely by myself..but in a sense.. yes.. by myself.. Usually when I go.. I was always with either my kids.. or.. someone.. this time.. I'm solo- which is a good thing.. BECAUSE my mind, body, and SOUL- has been needing it...and its been waaaayyy over due- Well when I arrive I'm suppose to meet up with my cousin Niki who is also from SF but flying in from a diffrent airlines.. and then from there we meet up with 4 other ladies... and its GONNA BE A GIRLS GONE WILD TIME!!! AYEEEEEEEE!!! haha.. ok maybe jus during the night time... but during the day.. I GO BEACH- and that's it.. Ha ha..I'm gonna define the word CHILLAXIN when i'm out there jus BEACHIN- 1 thing I do plan on doing.. is just meditating... find a secluded spot by myself.. scream out to GOD and the ocean all my heartaches and pains.. cry my ass off.. and exhale it all out..and just give thanks.. that I MADE IT THIS FAR.. I MADE IT THIS FAR.. ALIVE, SLIGHTLY STILL SANE, and STRONGER than ever before- and after all that... burn a fatty..... and RELAX- AND LET IT ALLLL GO (~.~) I'm excited.. and also a lil nervous... but I think the excitement is taking over that emotion.. Anyways.. today is my 1 year anniversary since I got my twins put in! and Soo far soo good.. I have my year check up in about 2 weeks, so we'll see how that goes... I know i haven't written in awhile.. as usual.. life happens- Jrod is back in Football- I missed watching my boy play- Now his position is center.. He's leaned up tremendously... and he's waay taller than me now... .. Ok I gotta go but I wanted to write.. I'll post some recent pics soon... Love you, miss you... mwah (~.~)