I'm BAAAACK!! Life is cool- I know I haven't wrote in awhile- i've been working ALOT- which is a GOOD thing- I've also been inspired by a GREAT wise person so I am going back to school! I have to look into it more.. but this is something I REALLY want to do- I've WORKED TOO HARD and KNOW too much FOR some young buck with a degree paid by mommy and daddy with NO EXPERIENCE to have a title OVER ME- no its not pride but its for me.. BECAUSE i should've BEEN THERE already.. but shit happens, and we go thru the motions.. so now.. its school time.. i'm really looking forward to this. I gotta keep positive regardless of the DUMB bullshit that crosses my path or comes my way. My MAIN concerns right now- My kids, MY CAREER. GOD does work in mysterious ways.. and I also believe.. you do BAD- BAD will always come back to you. but I also realize.. even when you do good bad things happen... but somehow I have to look at it as stepping stones.. because I have bigger things in store for me.. and I need to be RIGHT and READY for when i get to stones, mountains... I dunno if you understand what that means..but the recent bullshit I went thru.. shows me..I am blessed. So I will keep it at that ... thank you GOD.. cuz at one moment in my life ... I really thought I was gonna lose it.. but really you were just making me stronger... So I thought I was going to lose my job couple months back- My specific division was bought out- and at first they gave notice to all the lower senority people that we could either take a package.. or risk it and take job bank.. I was sweatin BRICKS- I had no clue what I was gonna do.. and then next thing you know-- I get a notice that I will not be let go, but instead I will remain with the company in a diffrent level getting paid at a higher rate! THANK YOU GOD!! I actually love my job now.. I do WAAY more.. but I enjoy it. Next- I lost the golden Islandgirl Explorer- It was stolen, then vandalized.. and yea.. totaled.. completely- I had no car for almost a month.. then.. my insurance kicked in, sent me a check.. and now I have an even BETTER ride than what I used... I gotta keep on moving forward.. I don't wanna look back.. i did that.. and it brought me NO WHERE.. so now.. i'm moving.. forward.. reunited- with my old friends! They still claim me as PRESIDENT of the Crew.. but now.. i'm also the "HALL PASS PRESIDENT" haha.. inside joke.. I missed E and Tina ALOT.. i hung out with them a couple weeks ago.. it was soo fun.. I saw Kev too!! I missed KEV! I love it when he teaches me new shit on Muy thai and all that... which reminds me.. Gotta look for a butterfly knife.. the real DEAL philippine island Balisong KIND--.. MUSCLE MEMORY.. Like I said.. KEV always shows me cool new shit.. ok i gotta go.. I wanna write more.. and I will- Love you, Miss you, MWAH!