Children LEARN what they LIVE

Although, I did feel I had some unfinished buisness with people in the past.. I'm glad I made my peace- I don't like having grudges or ill feelings to others especially if they were something big to me in the past- this includes my ex husband. For whatever- I still pray for him ask God to bless him and his new family- Same with Mike, and Erika- ESPECIALLY SALINA. I miss that little Love bug- Smarty, beautiful, and all love. I don't know what the issues are between Mike and Erika but I need them both to know- I'M NOT INVOLVED I only wish them the best, I only pray that things will seriously work out for them.. for the sake of Salina. Weather they remain a couple or not be adults and think about the baby girl.. because one day.. she won't be that baby girl.. and shit will BE REAL DIFFRENT. I spoke with Mike the other day.. I even gave in and saw him. I let him know where exactly I stand. I didn't like how things went down between us last year. It was unfortunate that it went down like that.. but now things have changed- and I'm not the same.. nor is he.. i have love for him but I am not in love with him.. and its a friendship love. NOTHING ELSE. My heart is slightly bitter from everything that happend in the past- but i've learn to forgive, let go, learn from it and move on.. and that is what exactly I am doing. I have diffrent options in my life and how I want to take this.. and right now.. my options are GOD and my Children/family first. Regardless of my mistakes, or however the nature of the beast might take over- I cannot JUDGE Them as I would NOT Like ANYONE to judge me. so with that.. Mike, Erika... if you're reading this. I HAVE NO HATE for either of you.. things all happen for a reason.. i'm taking this as a lesson for me to learn as i'm hoping you both will do also. And even though things are akward- I do pray for the both of you.. and like I said Especially Salina. I only wish you two the best, i'm sorry if I did ever hurt any of you in any way. Take care- Take care of yourselves, and please let Salina know.. I TRULLY LOVE HER. AND I ALWAYS WILL.