Because of you-

I am beyond ur average chic and I know this- I've been extremely blessed with awesome people in my life..my real last name is LA CHICA for a reason..*wink*

if we don't see each other or talk I NEED you to know there is a place in my heart that is burned for eternity with ur name on it- I'm soooo sorry that it didn't turn out how we thought, and I hope maybe you can understand one day why I did what I did.. Partially it was the nature of the beast in me.. And the other was done in love but twisted and unexplainable.. But it was what I DID WHAT I CHOOSE that changed EVERYTHING and now I see and feel all the repercussions of all our choices made how we loved how we laughed and how for that time YOU WERE MINE and I was Yours... God knows I think about you everyday, I miss ur laugh ur Smile, everything.. Everyone thinks I'm this strong crazy funny girl.. And I am lol but ...
At this very moment.. I feel like the loneliest person in the world.. I never meant to hurt you.. I pray that from this moment on that your life is ONLY blessed with abundance of love, life, and laughter- you have blessed me in soo many ways.. Words could never explain it.. And that's real because of you I am who I am today- thank you... Please remember..I will always love you ~

Triple S, JJAMS, TT71, and even Zlight-