So this past weekend me and my 2 little ones stayed at Mike's house.. it felt good being taken care of.. He made us dinner which was SUPER good.. and then afterwards for desert he made blueberry milkshakes.. but this kind was WAAAAAAY better than any other milkshake I've ever tried. .. And I'm not saying this cuz its him.. but yeah... IT WAS YUMMAY!!
We even went to the flea market, he taught my son how to ride a bike..
I love being with him.. it doesn't matter if we're luggin stuff out of my old house, or scrubbing the oven.. I'm soo cool jus kickin it with him. I don't feel scared, like if I mess up on doing an errand or something.. I don't feel like I have to hold my arms up to protect myself from gettting busted in the head.. I know it sounds harsh... But that was reality for me.
He even had a talk with Jared.. He told him he wasn't trying to be his dad.. but he just wanted him to know that if he needed ANYTHING.. to talk, to do something, for money.. he could go to him... and that made my heart melt even more.. He cares for my kids.. and I believe its genuine.
I texted him that I feel really blessed to have him in my life.. He texted back "its all good"
He cracks me up, he's straight forward with me, he makes me feel safe... and I trust him. I just wish I could do more for him.. He has no idea how much he's impacting me in such a positive way.. I have mad love for him.. I know not everythings perfect, but being in our little click.. feels like it.. and we make the most of what we have.
When I step back and kind of reflect on everything... I think of that quote from Eminem.. "I had to go thru that place to get to this place.." I fully understand what he's saying...