Thursday, June 20, 2013

Not what I wanted to hear... :( De La Cruz... I miss and love you-


I got a call yesterday.. and it wasn’t something I wanted to hear…

My sis in law started the call with.. Analynn.. I have some bad news… and then.. BANG-

My cousin Herbie had passed away.. she didn’t know details but literally they had just found his body within the hour of Anne calling me..

I immediately got off the phone with her and called my other cousin Elgin who lives in So-cal.

(I have about 8 cousins in LA and they are all guys.. 4 of them i am DEARLY close to... to where they treat me not like a cousin.. but I am their little sister they never had... 
Elgin, Herbie... is the closest to me... and now... )

I bursted into tears when I heard Elgin’s voice he told me they were at Herbie’s apartment waiting for the police and coroner to come and pick his body up…

Elgin’s voice cracked.. and he broke down…  I wanted to hold him and hug him… I told my cousin I love him sooo much and I wish I had the chance to tell that to Herbie…

 I’m in disbelief.. I’m in shock..

I had just talked to Herbie on Sunday – Fathers day because he was taking my tito to lunch almost like the same place where I treated my dad to, and we were laughing about that… and now… now… he’s gone…

 

Elgin had said that he had texted Herbie several times that morning but no response.. then he got a call from Herbie’s best friend asking if he knew where Herbie was.. and that’s when they went to his apartment and saw his car.. but no answer at the door.. His friend ended up breaking in and found Herbie’s body…

They’re suspecting it was heartattack… he was only 41, single, no kids, good job…

 

I can’t even write about this.. because.. this all.. just… hurts, soooo much… sooo much….

 

I miss you De La Cruz… I miss you badly and I feel horrible you are no longer with us..