venting-

1. I hate how SOME DUDES are these days- straight up no respect disgusting fucking pigs. One person in pacticular that I've known for a couple a years- really just made ME aggravated inside, I didn't play into it.. but the fact how he thinks and tries to say shit to me... for reals? FUCK YOU- I've never put it out there that I wanted him in anyway but for him to say all that shit to me... or text to me? Really?? NO I DON'T WANNA BE ANYONE'S FUCK TOY- AND I HATE HIM FOR TEXTING ME THAT STUPID BULLSHIT.. IF I WANTED DICK OR IF I WANTED MY KITTY LICKED- I FOR SURE WOULDN'T GO TO YOU FOR IT- (i'm yelling and screaming in my head) I FUCKING HATE GUYS LIKE YOU!! BITCH ASS WANNA BE PIG MAN WHORE!!!! And then the way he says shit- "I jus wanna hit IT=" Really MOTHERFUCKER? GO HIT YOUR FUCKING SELF- he doesn't mean shit to me, he's a nobody.. but his last line.. got to me.. and made me think of everything and put soo much doubt and negative in my head... and I can't, and shouldn't let it do that. I need to just let it all go... everything-