Bittersweet

Feeling a little emotional… its like a loss and a gain… I’m losing my baby girl to motherhood, and I’m about to gain a beautiful grand daughter.. Lala is in the hospital now having a Stress test done.. I’m thinking this baby is coming either sometime today.. or 2morrow… and while I’m thinking this and wondering… I start thinking about when Lala was just born.. at the same very hospital… how she was soo tiny, and had these stunning beady eyes… little memories of her growing up, running around the house with her little dolly and toy stroller, dancing around the house doing hula, when she was a cheerleader- doing her Cheers… When she performed in Waikiki with her team right on Kuhio Drive… My heart is aching thinking about when she was little… and now… at any moment she’s about to go into Mommy hood.. I’m going thru alot right now… I’m due for a midnight run…. And I’m thinking once everything clears and subsides.. I'm bouncing.. I’ll write more later… Love you, Miss you… Mwah-