So I haven’t written in a lil bit.. Was super busy last week with Halloween and all the other whatever’s I go thru..-
On Halloween night, we ended up meeting with Mike’s homies and their kids and ended up trick or treating in Benicia- Then afterwards, we hit up Dee’s, and my mom’s and dad’s house in Vallejo. We had fun..walked for HOURS.. The kids got HELLA CANDY. I didn’t dress up like a Mafia chick that night.. had to “tone” it down, plus not enough clothing to keep me warm… haha.. so, instead for my costume that night I wore my SF Giants Hat and bear nose.
Then this past Saturday we went to my oldest brother’s 2nd son’s 1st birthday.. haha… did you follow that? It was cool… I never get to spend to much time with him and his wife.. so it was nice being with them even though we didn’t stay too long-
Mostly I just wanted to stay home this weekend and really RELAX- I’ve been working OVERTIME like CRAZY! Sometimes I do a 10 hour shift.. sometimes I do a 12 or 13 hour shift.. but its been very consistent lately.. which is GOOD.. I GOT no complaints making more money… but it’s very exhausting too… I’m just thanking GOD for the OT hours… I know this isn’t gonna last long.. last time we all had OT was about 6 years ago… so YEA- it helps out BIG TIME for Christmas and whatever Bills I have-
Now when I go home from work I either take the BART or the FERRY -depending on what time I leave the office… yes day was BART.. AND I WANTED TO GAG AND THROW up on the man standing next to me.. 1st off.. the train is completely JAM PACKED.. 2nd, I have to hold on to one of them poles or hand holders, 3rd I’m next to this guy.. and I wasn’t sure if he was mentally retarded but all I know for sure was.. HE SMELLED LIKE ARMPITS AND ASS … it was just NASTY.. I started getting dizzy I wanted to throw up… sometimes I don’t know if I wanna laugh or cry..seeing the crazy shit on BART… and then the other dude.. and yes I WILL SAY SHE is really a HE.. this tranny or cross dresser with 2 over filled Victoria Secrets bags of dirty laundry..He/she was also holding on to the pole for safety because there was nowhere to stand.. anyways- this tranny was getting off or something- the way.. he was just getting.. REALLY PERSONAL WITH THE POLE.. and rubbing his body parts against it… so I look down trying to divert my attention elsewhere.. but only to notice… the older lady.. sitting down - I think she was homeless and just jumped on BART to be warm… anyways.. I see her.. PICKING AT HER CRUSTY DRIED OUT FEET.. AND she’s playing with the dead skin falling onto the floor…
I think at this time… I was just delirious.. from the retarded shit ass smelling man, the Cross dressing tranny who was molesting the pole, and the older lady.. and her dried out crusty feet… I don’t know why I didn’t think about it earlier.. but I pushed myself out of the way..walk down the train cart and propped open the other cart doors to get into the next train… and literally I felt like I was in another world again.. but BETTER… It didn’t stink, no weirdo’s, no feet flaking… AHAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
THE SHIT I GET TO SEE, AND BECOME WITNESS TO… LOL.. Tonight.. I’m bum rushing into the train… I DON’T GIVE A FUUUCK- YOU SNOOZE YOU LOSE.. I SNOOZED LAST TIME.. so this time.. fuck that.. I’m on my game.. I know which train to take, how to open the cart doors.. yea… lol… NO STINKY TRANY DRIED FOOT PERSON , NEAR ME THIS TIME… LOL..
Then on Monday night we went to David’s Bridal to pick up my dress.. The seamstress did a wonderful Job and even though the dress is a tad bit tight around my tits.. IT FITS!!
Lemme back track here.. because last Thursday I had a fitting for my dress.. and the seamstress noticed my BUST size was slightly getting bigger from before… so I mentioned about my boob job.. but she said.. yea.. but this is after you having the boob job… so I guess they are still getting bigger… which makes me… a little worried –
Anyways after that we drive to Walgreens and I see Erwin- getting out of Tina’s truck! Oh man I MISS THEM BADLY- Mike was in the store so I honked at Erwin so I could get his attention.. he was SUPER EXCITED to see me.. We hugged, he told me that it was soo funny and weird bumping into them there cuz as they were driving down the street he had mentioned to Tina how much they Missed kicking it with me… I feel him on that.. I’VE HAD soo much fun times with them.. partying, kicking it, acting like a fool with the paintball crew-… haha especially his lil home boy TIM the tool man…LOL.. I literally MOLETSTED that poor boy’s mind… HAHAHA… (inside joke.. I will definitely write about later) I was even voted as PRESIDENT for the crew- Anyways…we had a very sad “fallout” I remember the last time I saw Erwin he was crying telling me he loves me… I WAS JUST soo hurt by everything.. and I realized.. I don’t NEED people in my life to bring me down.. and unfortunately the way things happened… anyways… it’s a new time… he even told me that he soo missed me and that anytime- just pass by cuz the door will always be opened to me-
That felt nice- I would love for Me and Mike to kick it with them and the whole crew.. but I think Mike would have issues- especially if he met “Homie” OH MY GOSH.. I TOTALLY forgot about Homie- Erwin’s sister had bumped into me couple months back at the Nail Salon I remember I tripped out when she asked How long has me and Homie been an item?
I was confused when she said that.. I was like Homie?? Then when I thought about it… MIKE AND HOMIE do look alike- I think I blocked Homie out of my mind or something.. cuz yeah.. there was a time.. where me and him.. where… more than friends… but I dropped that fast- He had this MACHO attitude that I just couldn’t stand.. it made him look cheesier than a 1970’s carsales man … lol.. anyways.. yeah.. we’ll see.. for the most part it was nice seeing them… I will definitely pay them a visit in the future..
Some pics not sure If I posted these yet.. but wanted them up here..
This Month is just SOO JAM PACKED- Baby showers, Bridal Showers, Bachelorette party, and Wedding…. Ok I’ll write more later..
Love you, Miss you.. and Mwah~
