MOOD: Venting..
Sooo.. I went to Victoria’s Secret today- Bobby came to my office earlier and gave me a coupon for free panties and $10.00 off any bra at Victoria’s secret, so today at lunch I bought my FIRST new bra for the new twins.. ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!! I bought the new Black and Red Very Sexy bra and panty SET, and the thigh high stockings to go with it-
I could spend hours just trying on different styles and everything … but I only had an hour.
As I was walking back to work I see Lou Lou across the street doing her power walk for lunch- she see’s me sprinting back to work too in my heals – we make hand gesture signs about the shoes we’re wearing and how we’re walking and I give her a FIST PUMP and we start cracking up- I yelled out in my MARTIN voice- “You Go GURL!!”
Lou Lou has gained some weight these past few months.. especially after her and her Dude broke up… She called me and asked if I could pass by her office to just talk- it was a good talk but more than anything I knew she wanted to change.. I knew she was sick and tired of being her same old lumpy self.. she said it too.. and she asked me what she needed to do to get started… and I’m so proud of her now.. she has definitely shed some pounds and is looking GOOD-
Kim too- I got her going on a good one.. Every week she looks like she’s getting smaller and smaller, thinner and thinner, younger and younger.. it’s a trip when you see an overweight person lose weight over time- I guess I understand now why people (even till this day) still goes into a shock state after seeing how I look now… (oppose to what I looked like before)
I told her how Mike bought me the new UFC training for the X-box Kinect and its pretty much a lot of the stuff I do for Muy Thai , Kickboxing, and Tae bo classes.. I know if she really gets into it.. and does it consistently.. she’ll be at her GOAL weight by Christmas for SURE-
I like helping people get motivated into losing weight, or getting into shape.. Its kinda like a pay it forward type of thing.. I used to be HELLA FAT- ever since I was like 3 years old.. SO I KNOW how it sucks to be OVERWEIGHT, and how it feels, emotionally, physically… And I think it would’ve HELPED ME OUT a LONG time ago, if someone like me motivated myself.
So if my life story helps or is inspiring, if my company helps to motivate her walk everyday- SO BE IT – God Blessed me with the strength to shed over 110 lbs, then I shouldn’t have any problems trying to help out someone else in the same shoes-
It sucks though..cuz Kim HOGS me.. literally.. Lou Lou, Jessica.. and a couple of other ladies have asked if they could start walking with me.. and I do walk with them if I have time.. but Kim has me pretty much reserved for most of my lunch breaks.. and I guess cuz she’s BIG, she feels insecure about other people walking with us and has asked me if its ok if its just ONLY me and her that walk … so Ok, I get it.. I was like that too.. but she’s gonna have to break that shell soon.. plus she isn’t that big like she used to be…
But then again, Lou Lou, Jessica, Marissa.. is not even close to being big like how Kim is.. so I guess that’s also why I pay special attention to her more..
Anyways- on to my Drama of the day.. or week.. or haha whatever…
I really don’t wanna spend time writing about a METH HEAD- But honestly, at the end when I think about this whole ORDEAL.. it’s just sad- that someone would waste time doing stupid SHIT like this.. when they could’ve been just WORKING on themselves and trying to make a better life.. but then again.. I guess that’s just the PLAIN reality of it.. SHE’S SOO STUCK doing that shit.. THAT SHE PULLS DUMB SHIT LIKE THIS.. and I guess it makes her feel like she accomplished something? Maybe she gets her Rocks off like that.. I mean shit.. METH must be that good to her huh? EWWWW GROSS!! I SWEAR I CAN’T STAND TWEAKED OUT TWEAKERS..Everytime I think about TWEAKERS or iceheads- I think of the nasty bums here in SF, how they look, how they smell, how they act.. but these are bums.. and a majority of them have MENTAL ISSUES BUT METH HEADS.. HAVE NO EXCUSE THEY’RE JUST GROSS AND DISGUSTING and they PAY FOR THAT SHIT TO BE LIKE THAT!! IT JUST DOESN’T MAKE SENSE!!! THEIR FACE LOOKING LIKE SKELOTOR, EYES SUNK IN, BRAINS ARE BLOWN, - well tweakers and crack heads- THEY’RE ALL GROSS!! Sorry I know it’s a HORRIBLE ADDICTION.. but its HORRIBLE TO CONTINUE TO USE SHIT LIKE THAT- especially WHEN it TAKES OVER YOUR LIFE- THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING COOL OR DOPE ABOUT BEING AN ICE HEAD- METH OUT TWEAKER- ITS JUST DISGUSTING!!
Whew.. ok I had to vent that out..
So I finally get a confirmation on WHOSE been PRETENDING to be Mike-AND OF COURSE I WAS RIGHT- ITS HIS EX-BABY’S MAMA “Satan”-
I’ve sent her 2 messages to let her know.. that we have filed a complaint for
1. Identity THEFT, and 2. HARRASMENT. Next thing- Mike said we’re going to file a restraining order on her. I think she should really think about what she’s doing.. she’s literally fucking her own self-
She really is BLOWN- because if your 36 years old and your pulling INTERNET SCAMS, like making a fake email, spending time and pretending to be your ex-dude type of shit.. TRYING TO STIR drama about shit from our past… YEA.. WHO DOES THAT AT 36 years old?? You either have to be one of them crazy IN THE head bitch stalkers.. like that one chick who drove across country wearing diapers so she didn’t have to stop to use the bathroom, all because she wanted to hurt her ex-lover’s new girlfriend.. OR you’re on some SERIOUS DRUGS- Maybe she’s both? Who knows? Who cares? Its pretty pitiful when you can’t even attend to your own child but yet YOU HAVE time to fuck around and play this “IDENTITY theft bullshit”
Anyways, yea Bob and Mike were right.. couple of months back they made a comment on how Mike’s Ex baby’s MAMA “SATAN” got along SUPER WELL with his biological mother when she had came to visit last.
BUT- IT wasn’t stated as a compliment- it more derogatory and demeaning- THEY both said- she’s just like BARB.. meaning.. BARB GOTS SOME ISSUES.. and.. yea.. SHE REALLY DOES..
Jus like his Ex baby’s mama- Mike’s biological mother- pulled some STUPID ASS SHIT on Mike back in JULY. I WAS LITERALLY flabbergasted - She’s like HOW OLD?? In her 60’s and she pulled that shit on her OWN SON?.. WOW…. ITS JUST SAD.. BECAUSE..if you REALLY THINK ABOUT IT- Barb is alone.. and her only kid..doesn’t even AKNOWLEDGE her as his mother, doesn’t really care to see her.. and only claims her as just surrogate into making him. Hopefully -Ex baby mama thinks about that… BARBS situation… Not trying to rub salt in wounds- but its a HARSH REALITY. SMH.. soo sad-
Ok- got bills to pay- Gotta get on my GRIND-
Love ya, Miss Ya, mwah!
