Uggh it’s Monday and it’s another week filled with Overtime- Which is good.. I can’t complain.. last time they let us do OT was about 6 years ago..
Due to the new conversion, along with manager rolls changing and etc… our group has an OVERLOAD of work.. that and plus the conversion didn’t take all the information it was suppose to.. so now.. there’s a whole new process we have to do and triple checks and updates.. BLAH BLAH BLAH.. $$$$ flow is good- but I’m starting to get BURNT-
On Friday we went to D&L’s it was KEWL – Thelma came too.. haha.. I was SUPER PERKED by the time she got there and she was like “ohh Girl! Lemme see! Lemme See!” lol she was talking bout my twins.. Thelma has stories.. I could listen to her all day long with the crazy shit she goes thru.. lol.. kinda like me..
Then on Saturday I got my work out on and did several rounds on the punching bag- (definitely going back to kick boxing class this week.. I’m soo ready for it)
later on that morning my Dad calls to tell me something is wrong with his truck and he wanted to know if I could take him to do a couple of errands and so forth.. anyways..
I end up letting my mom and dad borrow my truck.. They end up taking me and Salina out to breakfast, we caught up on all the family talk, what’s going on with my older brother, my sisters.. my younger brothers…it was nice having breakfast with my parents.
Later on that day- when Mike got off work we went to his friends daughter’s 8th birthday party - It was cool, Salina had a blast~
All the other “mom’s or ladies” where pretty much kicking it all together when I got to the party- and when we started saying “hi or hello” to everyone- I jus sensed this “hating” feeling.. like bitches there I didn’t even know where sizing me up – as if they knew who I was-
So for awhile I just sat, ate some chips, watched Salina have a blast…had some nice conversations with the OLDER ladies… but that was it.. Mike ended up working on a car and welding something for one of his homies there.. and when he came to the back to check on me.. he told me to just come kick it with him and all the dudes- the atmosphere on that side of the house was more nicer.. like all the dudes where just chopping it up talking about bullshit.. being funny.. so I stayed and kicked it on that side…at least I didn’t feel like Bitches were just starin and hating… I noticed about half an hour later.. one of the other “moms or ladies” comes to the side- I guess she was just checking on what the “guys” were doing.. and you could really tell in her attitude at first.. she was like smiley and shit and then when she noticed I was there.. she kinda glares at me and then snubs her husband, or boyfriend.. or whoever he was to her… Mike saw it too.. and I just looked at him like- wtf??!! I brushed it off.. and burned one with them.. I think that pissed the other bitches off even more.. I didn’t give a fuck.. no doors where shut.. anyone was welcomed to that side-
I kinda feel weird sometimes because Mike’s, homie’s chick acts “funny” around me.. I just feel it or sense it.. She only talks to me if she’s drunk or- if she’s alone – like if none of her friends are with her.. but when she has one of her friends with her.. she acts like she doesn’t know me… not that I wanna be her homie or kick it with her.. its just her demeanor and the way she acts..
Mike sensed it too, because I told him how I felt weird that she acts that way towards me..and how her and all the other CHICKS - treated me at the party… he said yeah he noticed it too and then he said.. well babe, its because you’re not like a LOP Like her and her friends and maybe they feel “threatened” by you or something…
Really? Why? I wasn’t BOSSIN up on anyone.. I pretty much stuffed myself with chips and dip and watched the kiddies play.. how would she feel Threatened?? No one but Mike, some of the kids, and his homies talked to me- I was still confused..
The conversation went on when we got to D&L’s later that night… and Dee pretty much broke it down for my lame ass-
She told me that Bitches feel threatened cuz I’m “Different” THAN there NORM or GROUP that they kick it with… I’m thinking, and listening to what she’s saying.. ok … go on…
They don’t know you and all they’re judging you by is how you look- THAT’S WHAT WOMEN DO.. OR AT LEAST MOST OF THEM..
She then pointed that - women feel threatened especially a tight nit group… like them… and here I come out of the cuts… them not knowing who I am… yea.. they’re all asking.. WHO IS THIS BITCH?
LOL.. I get it.. I’m the stuck up bitch now.. right??.. not really but yea.. I get it.. just a couple of years ago I was them on the other end.. BUNCH of FAT MOMMAS eating, gossiping… and then this skinny bitch with BOOBS walks in… and its like BITCH ALERT ON!
It’s fucked up.. but Yeah I get it… Little do they know.. I was just like them.. over 100lbs, hating on any skinny bitch that crossed our paths that we didn’t know… yeah… ok..
I guess it doesn’t matter.. if you’re FAT.. people talk about how disgustingly FAT you are.. and if your Skinny- YOUR automatically a BITCH.. lol – I guess it doesn’t matter if you’re fat or skinny.. society will always judge you.. regardless… its never good enough… for them.. but fuck that.. AS long as it’s good for me and MINES- I’M KEWL-
Like my younger brother that I always tease… (he’s a chiropractic Dr.) but I always tell him.. you should be walking thru a tall grass field- barefoot… and just let your hair grow long.. cuz you’re such a fucking HIPPIE inside! Lol But on a good note.. Mel (my bro) always be preaching about how everyone has something to complain about.. when you should just ENJOY LIFE, create and always make peace, Love, Happiness- haha.. I wish I could have more of his mentality… I’M TRYING… *smiles*
On Sunday, Lala, Bree and Cece came over.. we ended up going grocery shopping.. OMG.. IF YOU EVER HEAR A BUNCH of loud girls cracking up, being crazy in the GROCERY STORE.. then it’s probably US- LMFAO.. my daughter and nieces are HILARIOUS- when we all get together… it doesn’t matter where we are… they will flip whatever situation we’re in.. and and turn it into a laughing FRENZY! Ahh good times… good times… my babies are so grown.. and I’m jus loving every moment, cherishing it- now that they’re young ladies…
Cece said on the way home.. Untie Sexy.. we’re taking you to VEGAS when we turn 21!! We WON’T GO without you!! I was like.. OH HAIL YEA!!! I’M SOO DOWN!!
That’s something else to look forward to, too… Anyways.. ok back to the work Grind- my breaks over… started off this morning HELLA GOOD.. HAD A VERY nice… morning BREAK.. mmM.. hmm….
Alright.. miss ya, love ya… and Damn Daddy! Can you do that again?? Lol.. *wink*
