So yesterday I called up my other friend Sandy.. She had a boob job done about 2 years ago..
She’s pretty honest about how she feels about it.. she’s happy she had them done but un happy because she feels they’re too big..
I think they look perfect on her, but that’s just my opinion..
Anyways I went to her office yesterday and surprised her- she was happy I paid her a visit. I told her that I was buying some boobs and she started cracking up..then she looked at me and said.. “so you came to visit me so you could touch my boobs?” I started laughing and said YES…
I explained to her that although I felt how the actual implants are when I had my pre-op appointment, I wanted to feel how it is in an actual human body.. and since my cuzzo is out of reach…
She was like “sure!” grabbed my hands and made me squeeze her tits.. it felt sooo real I couldn’t even tell there was an implant in them!
We were cracking up like crazy I was grabbing, squeezing, pinching.. talking about.. imagine if one of the guys passed by her office and saw me grabbing her boobs the way I was? It was a funny moment but I was soo thankful she let me cop a feel LOL.. At least I gives me an idea on what to expect -
Later I met up with Cristina- She’s Italian too.. Soo pretty.. she’s a little bit younger than me works for AIG upstairs on the 4th floor-
I’m still amazed the way this chicks body looks after having SIX kids!!! Yes 6!! And she’s younger than ME! On top of that 3 of her kids are triplets.. so go figure~ We talked about my boob job too.. She says she wants to do the whole mommy makeover- Where you have a tummy tuck, breast lift, and boob job.. So I gave her my Dr.’s info- Cristina is a sweetheart.. we both have almost the same life stories.. had babies VERY young, ended up divorcing her 1st husband had 3 with her 2nd… but now she’s super happy.. and I’m happy for her.. although she’s a little bit younger I learn a lot from her.. She told me remember Analynn- You’ve gone THRU TOO MUCH.. don’t SETTLE FOR LESS.. in Anything- She’s right… I won’t..
I had a little Issue with Mike’s Ex- no not the trailer trash whore house wife.. but this time BABY MAMA DRAMA.. uggh.
The reason why he left her was because she HAS a SERIOUS METH addiction..to the point her children cannot be around her…
Anyways.. she fleed from her re-hab where she was SUPPOSE TO stay and finish.. but Meth got the best of her and she skipped… and tried to get in touch with Mike and wanted to know if he wanted to Smoke Meth with her…
I was BEYOND PISSED when he told me this..
So I called her- But I had to keep in mind this Chick is on DRUGS and possibly anything I say to her.. really won’t matter cuz she’s soo strung out…
I asked her why she Called Mike to smoke meth with her? Straight to the point – WHY? She really couldn’t answer so that’s when I LAID IT DOWN ON HER.. I started to get loud on the phone and told her NOT to contact MIKE ANYMORE – and if it has anything to do with their daughter then she could go thru me.. her comeback was.. “you don’t fuckin know me.”.. And my comeback was..
AND I DON’T WANNA KNOW YOU- I DON’T Wanna be affiliated with SOMEONE like YOU.
Her voice got angry and I could hear she was about to just explode a bunch of 4 letter words to me..and she did.. but , I cut her short.. and told her in a stern way like how I talk to my kid when I’m SUPER UPSET AND I WANT SOMETHING DONE..like YESTERDay…
NO, YOU LISTEN TO ME.. BECAUSE I’M THE LADY THAT PUTS YOUR DAUGHTER TO SLEEP AT NIGHT, I’M The one Raising her, I’m the one helping Mike take care of her… so from WOMEN TO WOMEN.. MOTHER TO MOTHER… “YOU WILL RESPECT ME -“
I could tell that GOT to her.. because she became quiet.. I explained that she has such a beautiful daughter, and Mike is doing the best he can to give her a decent life, HE DOESN’T NEED ANYONE offering him METH.. AND IF SHE TRULLY LOVES HER KID.. she should understand.. that baby girl needs at least ONE good parent in her life.. she hung up and I didn’t wanna bother with her anymore..
Then.. 2 days ago I get an email from her, asking if I could send her pictures of her kid..
And that she would really appreciate it.. and that… what I said. “that I’m the one that puts her baby to sleep at night” REALLY GOT TO HER..
Because she knows DAMN WELL she is well capable in taking care, raising, loving.. her own.. but because of METH.. she’s doesn’t..
She wrote more and at the end.. she told me that she was thankful and greatful that I stepped up and took care of her daughter.
My whole feeling and thought on this.. I don’t have much sympathy for Erika because she choose that path.. and SHE STILL CONTINUES TO..
But even if she is a meth head strung out.. I won’t deny her the right to see pics of her kid.. as far as her Seeing the baby GIRL.. that’s up to Mike.. but he has already instructed me that she is NOT ALLOWED ANYWHERE near us.
I sent her the pics, told her I would let her baby know that she loves her very much…I cried sending her that email… because.. I COULD never put DRUGS in front of my kids.. to the point where I couldn’t take care of them? … How do you let yourself go? How do you sleep at night not being there near your baby?? My heart breaks for the baby girl- Maybe that’s why I’m soo attached to her- It was meant to be? Me.. helping her.. at least giving her a chance to have a real straight life?.. Regardless.. even if I don’t stay with Mike.. I will always treat her as if she was my own.
Uggh.. My life is like a mini drama series… lol…
Well its getting late.. gonna write more later… miss ya, love ya, MWAH!
