This pic above is Me and my sis.. I posted it here before.. but this is exactly how I want my boobs to be.. with out the VS bra.or.. without a bra AT ALL.. LOL
Ok so lemme do this really quick I have soo much to do today, Plus I’m sorta kinda pushing myself to get things done before my surgery..
Anyways I went to my Final consultation and Pre-op appointment yesterday.
I was nervous about everything but at the end I felt comfortable and relieved with all the questions I had, and etc….
So I got to try on the boobies! And I ended up choosing the 550 cc HIGH profile natrelle-
I thought 550 cc was huge at first but really if you have a good PS they will recommend the kind that would look best with your body.
My cousin who got her’s last year.. got 425cc and she’s a 34DD.. so when the Dr. told me I should go with 550cc I started triping out at first.. ( I pictured a porn star with HUGE TITS)
He asked what my concern was and I told him about my cousin and how HUGE her breasts are now.. and she only got 425cc He then asked me, what size was she before?
I told him she was already small D or Full C 38, - That’s when the Dr. broke it all down for me..
I’ve had 3 kids, breastfeed each one of them had my boobs expand up to DD and then deflate all the way down to a B, and I lost over 100 lbs so
my skin, weight, volume, tissue in my breast has drastically stretched, and then loss and all that… as to where she hasn’t..
so the High profile implant along with the amount of CC’s will fit perfect to my breast to give me that FULL Look…
I’m also having a mastopexy (breast lift) done.. It’s MANDATORY in my case.. like I said.. the tata’s have been looking down lately and its now time for them to start pointing straight~ lol…
My Dr. has been doin this for about 18years.. so I trust his judgement. He also noticed my hand and my ring finger how it gets “stuck” so He told me when he does the boob job he’s gonna fix my finger for free… its jus a small incision and it takes 1 or 2 minutes.. SO I’M super happy about that too.. it messes me up when I do Hula cuz that particular finger gets stuck.
I talked with my mom yesterday.. she was soo Happy to hear from me.. I miss her.. I told her about my surgery and she told me to make sure to get the kind that goes under the muscle so that way it stays secure and looks more natural… how does my mom knows this? I have no clue.. but my guess is - Either oxygen or history or learning channel… one of those..lol
So I finally told Mike what size I’m going with… I think he feels upset and happy at the same time..
He’s upset cuz My TITS will be HUGE compared to what they are now… and he’s happy because.. MY TITS WILL BE HUGE compared to what they are now…lol
I love Mike, we have our differences, but right now he’s really being a friend to me.. the kind that I need.. and I love him for all the support he’s been giving me .. even if he doesn’t agree with what I do with my body.
He mentioned to me that He loves me how I am now… and if I think getting a boob job will make him love me more, then I REALLY Shouldn’t do this..
I appreciated his comment, and I understood where he was coming from, however – I explained to him that , I’ve been wanting this before I ever met him. And the urge to get this done now has become even more incredible, due to my weight loss, and other things...
Soo I broke it down to him even more…
I am not trying to be a super model, or anything… I’m jus trying to be Analynn. I’m super cool with how my tummy is now..Mind you.. it was HUGE… now it’s the smallest I’ve EVER seen… so regardless if I have a little sagginess there… I’m not trying to get a belly ring or show my tummy or nothing… I’m cool on my tummy area..but the tatas… the twins are a different story… So this is what I want- And yes, it will make ME FEEL better..- ME-
Not because I want him to “love me more” … ( in a way I felt humiliated- jus lightly because the statement made me sound so desperate)
Anyways… So I almost there.. super excited.. have soo many things going on …. Chelsea’s Cotillion is this Saturday, I have to make over 250 pieces of lumpia..
Well at least that will make me more busy.. that way I can get off the BOOB trip a little…. Haha..
Ok I’ll write you later- Miss ya, Love Ya, MWAH! 6 more DAYS!!!
