Friday, September 30, 2011

Gonna be a LOLA... or LOLITA?.. haha maybe Both?!



OH YA! It's Friday! Wanna do soo many things this weekend.. Rue just hit me up on FB said he has a gig in the 707 nearby, wanted to know if I wanted to be a "GOGO" dancer for the gig.. I SOO Wanna get my groove on.. not being able to work-out HARD like I usually do makes me feel like shit..

Anyways.. I got the recipe to make cupcake lollipops! so today I'm taking Jada and Salina with me and were gonna look for Hello Kitty stuff like the molds for the lollipops.. I'm planning on making those for LaLa's Baby shower.. yea.. I still can't believe it.. but I'm looking forward to it.. I know my daughter is STILL SOO YOUNG to have a baby.. but I was younger than her when I had her.. and I KNOW Lala was a blessing in disguise.. I was a TOTAL BAD ASS when I was young.. you name it.. I did it.. and then some..
Was jumped in by the Homies, did the cigarette initiation with the Asians, stolen cars, addiction, burglary, drugs, Runaway, Assult and Battery several times, Breaking and entering, illegal selling of narcotics.. ya.. been there done that.

then I got pregnant at 17- AND EVERYTHING STOPPED. I removed myself from everyone I used to hang out with.. and I realized I had a life depending on me.. and all that BUllSHIT I used to be into.. wasn't worth my KIDS life- So it literally soften my heart, and straightend me out. I made getting my life together a PRIORITY-

Lala is 18 going on 19 her babies daddy is a manager for the Mobile cell department.. and just got promoted.. she's working part time and doing studying to be a Pharmacy Tech on the side- so YES, although my baby girl is still young and about to have a baby.. I'M STILL SO VERY proud of her HOLDING hers DOWN- Both her and John..

Well my workday is almost done.. THANK THE LORD! gonna wrap it up log out and shut it down.. cuz WEEKEND MODE IS NOW.. .ON!!

Miss you, Love you, will write more.. MWAH!