Awwe.. I thought it was cute and funny.. A couple of compliments or…weird things that were cute that happened this week.. and I wanted to share-
I work in a 5 story building.. my company uses 3 of the 5 floors… on the 4th floor, by winter its suppose to be a student center for foreign exchange kids- I’m thinking whoa.. that’s gonna be super interesting.. anyways.. this morning I walk into my building and head towards the elevators.. there’s one elevator open and as I turn, I see that its semi full… but as I get closer I also notice it’s a bunch of the construction men working on the 4th floor .. I waved my hand to gesture for them to just go ahead and I’ll catch the next one.. then, one of the older gentleman grabs the elevator door to stop it from closing and says.. NOOO there’s ENOUGH SPACE FOR YOU, Mam-, I tell him thank you and try to let him know “it’s ok-“ and at the same time the other 5 guys standing in the elevator all start saying at the same time … ya ya …come in… we’ll make room for you! I couldn’t help but giggle but I kinda kept it in..sooo.. I stepped in the elevator with these men… I kinda felt weird.. I SWEAR at one point one of the guys was in my HAIR breathing me in… lol..So I started thinking to myself- aww fuck it.. let him get his rocks off.. at least someone around here is… LOL…
Me in the garage-
One of my co-workers.. her name is Paula an older lady I think Paula is in her mid 50’s because she talks about her GROWN kids that are close to my age… anyways.. everytime she sees me she always has a funny nickname for me… “Diva, Gorgeous, Fly Pinay.. lol - Today she waved me down and said “ I passed by your desk the other day.. I was watching the BET awards the other day and I thought about you cuz you’re so “HollyWood!” lol she always cracks me up.. I call her Mary J.. cuz she looks just like her. She told me I was looking great and to keep it up! The little meaningful compliments mean a lot to me I guess it helps me focus on my goal too..
My ex-brother in law cracks me up,.. the other day while we were waiting in the car.. People watching in SF.. he says to me.. “Aye you know how you can tell if a chick has a PHAT PUNANI?” I’m shaking my head thinking WTF? I say to him “What?” He was like “in general.. if you wanna know if a chick has a fat Monkey… look at her forehead… if she has a big forehead… SHE HAS A PHAAAT MONKEY!”
I looked at him started cracking up and said “you’re soooo stuuupid!” LMFAO.. he was like.. “naw, I’m serious!! Its true!” I just had to share that.. it was something that recently made me laugh too.. so yea.
I borrowed Betsy’s Muni Pass when my boss left early and I ended up taking the underground to Powell… got off and walked straight into Sephora.. I just window shopped.. but, I love how it smells when you walk in there… that or my favorite.. Macy’s… when you walk into Macy’s or Bloomingdales.. I love that smell.. .Mmmmm Nice… lol anyways.. I got carried away sampling all the make-up and perfumes… it took my mind off a lot of things.. Man I miss Make-up shopping… most of the time Tar’je (target) or Walgreens is the place to buy make-up.. I miss MAC too but damn that shit is soo expensive… ugh.. such a girly girl - lol
I think the Starbucks lady on Howard Street- in the morning is either VERY NICE, Lesbian, or Christian.. this is the 3rd time I’ve gone in and ordered a $6.00 Coffee w/double shot and she has told me not to worry about it and gives it to me for free… I’m like wow, she’s really nice… I’m wondering why though? Another thing.. I was standing outside having a smoke and this chick walks up to me.. and says can I buy a cigarette off of you? I tell her no worries and hand one to her… she looks at me and tells me “You’re very beautiful, inside and out.” I Don’t know if she was some Hippies couple Kid that’s just in “love motion” or if she jus said that cuz I gave her a stog.. but I’m thinking.. wow that isn’t the normal compliment you get.. but then again.. I’m here.. In San Francisco- *wink*
I got another Message from M***’s mom.. I started crying after I read it – all of this hurts too much, and I feel soo bad for the situation she is in… apparently she’s VERY sick now- her pancreas is going out on her.. and it sounds like her story is coming to an end soon… FUCK!!! WHY!!!?? This is jus too much.
I kinda took offense when Mike said I shouldn’t be tripping so hard like this.. in his mind we weren’t that close.. He’s met her several times in the beginning of our relationship.. afterwards, we both got into our own things.. we kept in touch but because LIFE was happening.. we didn’t see each other so much.. She is ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.. how could he say that? I didn’t wanna argue with him, nor did I wanna take him back to memory lane with me and my wonderful fun Journeys with M****. I know he was just trying to help me not stress on things too much.. But he did mention.. all of this was her choice.. and unfortunately these are also the consequences that come along with those choices… Blunt, Sad, but very true- I can’t imagine what the Victim’s family is going thru..
(God, I pray for all the families involved in this.. especially the children, please protect them, and bless them… I’m constantly praying this inside)
I’m still in a stunned state about everything.. I walked in the rain today and went to mine an M***’s smoke spot… it’s a little area on Spear street.. there’s this statue of a Bronzed Man, taking a picture.. I remember last summer when me and her kicked it there and took stupid pictures at break. I remember when I first got my apartment after I left my ex.. it was summer time and at that time I was driving my 2 seater Pontiac Solstice… ohhh that car was sweet… sweet to look at and drive.. but honestly.. CHEAPLY MADE.. anyways.. it was a HOOOOOTTT summer night… around 1:30 am I called her up and asked what she was doing.. she was up having a drink… I told her to get ready and lets go for a ride… OHHH I LOVVED THAT … I picked her up.. 89 degrees at night.. top down… drove all the way to Ocean beach… and watched the Bon Fires… talked, smoked, drank… it was a beautiful night and we were at the end of our marriages, and in the beginning of our new lives, as single mothers… acting like 21 year old Girls gone wild ladies… lol.. fuck my heart hurts for her.. I just wish I wasn’t going thru soo much.. maybe if I was around her more.. maybe shit wouldn’t be like this…
I understand that there are reasons why things happen… its just unfortunate, that soo many lives were destroyed along that path…. Speaking of… my girl G told me that the victims family supposably put a hit out on all of M****’s kids… If they’re seen anywhere.. to Kill them- my heart dropped again hearing this.. from my understanding VPD are already aware of this.. and that’s why. .her kids are being literally escorted EVERYWHERE. This is just all unreal.. and her youngest son.. OHH FUCK THIS is killing me inside knowing all this shit.. knowing those kids are scared, knowing there’s this revenge thing going on… Knowing there’s a family without a son anymore, knowing M**** is in jail literally counting her days away.. this all sucks.. I’m NOT involved IN ANYWAY.. it just sucks, that this is my good friend.. and its all just too much..SMH
I told Dee about it yesterday.. and her too.. is like me.. super stunned, shocked, had no idea… was shaking her head till I left her house…
on a lighter note...
funny pics of Me, trying to figure out the front face camera, and then realizing its on~ Duh!
