So my co-workers at my job had gathered some old pictures of me during company meetings, or company luncheons... I WAS SOOOO DISGUSTINGLY FAAAAT!!
they told me to use these pics for my before and after final video when I hit my goal weight... (giggling inside) I think its cute and nice everyone's rooting for the old fat ass chick.. lol.. j/k..
So I wanted to post some old pics of me... that way.. I WILL NEVER FORGET-
These pics were taken about 2 years ago
This one was taken during one of our quarterly meetings.
This next one is just DISGUSTING!! look closely at my back.. you can SEE MY BACK FAT and LUMPS just sticking out!! YUCK!
I think in this next picture.. I was at my all time top weight- how ironic i'm sitting in front of a plate of food... ugggh.. GROSS!
ok so that was THEN...
this is as of today... May 18, 2011
Hehe! you could see the definition in my arms!
I'm still currently at 143-142 lbs I started working out again yesterday. Its been almost 2 weeks since I pulled a muscle but at least my weight has stayed the same.
Here's a pic of me doin my "lala" face
My kissy punky face- hey..you can see my colar bone! lol
Well I'm still getting comments from ALOT of people about my weight loss.. sometimes i'm trully flattered, and thankful.. sometimes.. I get burnt by the same old questions...then the bitchyness starts comming out of me...
LMFAO.. like the other day.. another one of my co-workers who I haven't seen in a while sees me in the atrium walking.. he yells out "hey! Haven't seen you in awhile! whatchu been up to?" I smile tell him work is same old shit same old stuff.. then he looks me up and down... and starts saying "there's something diffrent about you.." I'm thinking in my head.. No shit dumbass.. I just dropped about 100lbs... But instead.. I smile politely and tell him "yea there is... I died my hair." and smile and start walking away... LOL...
I know that's not really nice to do.. but who fucking cares...I'm thankful i'm more healthy than I ever was before, but assholes like him who never really talked to me, now wants to know what I'm up to.. really doesn't deserve my time or presence..
My other co-worker an older lady who is such a sweetie bumped into me in the bathroom.. she asked me if I was gonna still try and lose more weight because she doesn't think I need too. She tells me that she thinks i'm good at the weight I am now.. but I tell her I wanna lose another 20 morelbs then with her hands and rubbing her belly she tells me.. "Nooo you know.. guys.. they like a little something right here.. they don't like it when the girl is too skinny!" I laughed and told her, I'm not doing this for the guys but for myself.. she smiled.. and said "ahhh Den DATS A goood answer! Ok, you keep it up!" haha.. I thought that was worth blogging about lol..
Anyways
like I said before.. I'm still ANALYNN- Jus' skinnier..:)