At night me and Mike do this re-cap of everything that happend in the day with the kids, work, our parents..
We sit in bed with the TV off and talk about what needs to be done, chores, bills, homework..etc...
I love how we end up cracking up at the end of the night.. How Mike yells out "WHHHAAT?" And makes that funny face..or He'll tell me something hella funny or cap on people..and we just go into a laughing frenzy...
Before I used to sleep in a bed with a selfish man, who didn't care.. and was a monster.. I felt empty, sad, NUMB for YEARS...living in Darkness.
Now.. before I shut my eyes and sleep.. I feel completely surrounded by love and laughter.
Yes, I will BOAST AND GLOAT, AND BE PROUD of my life..
"GOD IS GOOD" I've been BLESSED.. WHY shouldn't I be proud? Especially considering what I was before, what I used to go thru, and how sad, and depressed I was.. FUCK YEA! I wanna tell the whole world HOW MY LIFE is super great now.
Is my life perfect? Hell No.. far from being perfect..
But do I go home and dread being there? Nope!
Do I lie to the man I love and fake it? NOPE! :)
Do I wish I was somewhere else with someone else? Nope! :) Do I send cupcake text messages while my father in law is dying to another man and tell the other man how WEAK AND USELESS my husband is... NOPE! :)
I'M REAL unlike fake Kassy who wow..from all the shit she's done.. LOOKS LIKE SHE CONTRADICTS HERSELF! SHES THE FAKEST BITCH OUT THERE!!... AHA!! AND lets just say.. obviously my COMMENT about how I like reading her blog cuz it makes me realize that my life is soo much better. made her have to give updates about her family life now... LOL..love it!
Mike was right ..so easy to fuck with her.. LOL..
I wanted to give her a taste of her own medicine..payback for her pigface sister. This bitch swears she was trying to "look out for me" and tell me how Mike Really is.. supposably the truth..and like i've stated before.. and I'm suppose to believe her? The one that was so persistant at trying to get hard at Mike? The one willing to fuck around while people where dying in her family?? I'm suppose to believe KASSY?! HAIL FAHK NAW!
LOL ANYWAYS.. what more than to put all her dirty LAUNDRY out on her blog.. LMFAO!! and just like before.. the bitch fell for it.. lol j/k..
So for the HATERS who state or question why i'm Boastin and showing off about how great my life is..
Because.. my life is GOOD!!
My parents are alive and well.
I have full legal and physical custody of my kids!
I receive a NICE HEFTY check every month from my EX -to the point..if any of my kids wanted OR needed literally anything.. I could easily say.. Ok, lets go get it! :) No more 2nd hand or waiting till the next paycheck for them.
I live in a house filled with laughter, light, and love
the kids laughing, lights shining in, and feeling the love.. to where I can't wait to come "HOME" after work because this is what life is really about~ This is how family life should be.. everyone working together doing there part. Enjoying the day.
SHOOT.. your ass would be too if you lived the life I lived...
from Darkness to light...
now on the darker side of things... Am I over the whole Kassy wanting Mike bit? yes and no
Yes I'm over it. Me and him are together.. We have definately gone to bigger and BETTER things..and everything feels soo right..
BUT-
I will never like her or feel bad for her. Especially -considering the FACT she was in full knowledge of her position as a Married lady, supposably suffering the loss of her young family member, her grief stricken husband, and the death of her father in law.. and all she could think about was trying to get with my boyfriend?? Sending STUPID HIGHSCHOOL TEXT messages??!! SHE IS a DISGUSTING excuse for a lady, SELF CENTERED, AND MENTALLY UNSTABLE. .
Also, her new lesbian lover that looks about 60 and is balding on the top of her head- Ms Lovely Leo. (they have the same name... no wonder) she made a comment about why am I bragging how great my life is compared to Kassy's, and how she trusts kassy.. blah blah.. if I really think about it.. she kinda sounds like the one footed pig.. there are similarites also.. AND HERE'S A HINT.. I WOULDN'T TRUST anyone just because you follow their blog. I think her trust judgement sucks!
Anyways.. going off topic..
This started again, because I wrote on Kassy's blog and said.. how I like reading her blog cuz it makes me realize how much better my life is than hers- AND I'M BEING REALLY COMPLETELY HONEST HERE.
Karma's a BITCH..
Her blog shows how sad her life is now with her husband going thru depression..
SHE REAPS WHAT SHE SOWS..
Her husband's father was dying and during that same time frame while her husband was going thru the grief of watching his father die.. here she was.. sending text messages to my boyfriend about I miss you... I love you..
Yes that made me inferrior. More than inferrior.. it made me HATE HER- Another so called Lady? A married one at that?
Knowing fully well-that the guy she's trying to pursue is taken? During the time when her FATHER in law is about to Die? DURING Thanksgiving & CHRISTMAS TIME!! WHO DOES THAT TO THIER HUSBAND?!? No wonder he doesn't have her back.. She didn't have his back either.
What kind of WIFE is she??! HOW SELFISH, WHOREISH IS THAT?!
I still can't get over the fact about her POOR HUSBAND..and how she treated him during his time of grief...poor nate..
YES .. to me she's self centered, has NO consideration for others or about the lives that she would affect.
I think it sucks for her more because she has to deal with me.. haha :)
(Cuz I fly like butterfly and I STING like a bee! :)
And reading about what she's going thru now in her blog..(before her GREAT update) how she has to try and keep it together..How she CRYS and how her husband can't function... She has a pretty sad life.
I'm not lucky I'M BLESSED.
I have nothing to be jealous about what Kassy has, or what the poor girl is going thru. I love me and as I've expressed before.. my LIFE IS GOOD!
Jealous of her..for what.. like I wanna be KNOWN as that type of lady.. the kind that uses emotional situations so she can fuck around?? like I would exchange my life for what she is??? HAIL NAW.
I think any lady that goes thru this type of experience..would feel the same way I do. I don't know any lady that would want to be friends or treat nicely to a whore that wanted to screw with their boyfriend.
Unless you're a pig .. then that's understandable.. cuz like I said before.. pigs don't care they'll fuck thier own kind.
its all about KARMA- WHAT GOES AROUND... comes back around.. 10x'S fold... and looks like Kassy has KARMA comming straight for her.. payback time... FOR EVERYONE SHE LIED TO, HURT, AND AFFECTED.
She talks about me being fake.. well for her to do all of this behind her husbands back, while her father in law is dying.. RIGHT THERE-shows me WHO IS REALLY FAKE HERE.
Her character as a female has been shot.. She proved that SEVERAL times.
On a twisted side of the matter.. Because I have GOOD PARENTS that raised me, and I have a REAL HEART.
I ask God to bless her and her family. I hope one day she can really be happy without being fake to herself.
