Friday, January 28, 2011

Time to Exhale~ :)

This has been one HELL of an interesting week for me..

On Monday I talked with Em and Billy about San Antonio, they said they where leaving this weekend. Josh was asking if I would be there because they reserved a room for me on the 3rd.. I feel so fucking bad because I've been clustered fucked with divorce court, my surgeons apppointments, and trying to make sure all my reports are done before I go on leave... I lost track of Joshua's event.. on top of that when I checked my schedule for the 3rd, I was already booked for a half day EOM meeting.

I told Em to get me Josh's account #, and I'll just make a nice deposit for him as a gift.. maybe next month i'll take time out and fly over to visit. I miss him... I need to get away from all the bullshit I've been going thru..

On Tuesday- I had divorce court. When I checked in the baliff, he handed me the Mediation investigation report. This was what I've been waiting and wanting for....and so I read it.. and after reading from what my 18 year old said, what my son said, and what my baby girl said. I felt like I was sucked back in time seeing all these images of what my kids endured, what I endured.. I think it was a Rude awakening for Roland.. he received a copy of the report too.
Keolani had mentioned in her interview how she remembered blood all over the bed... after I had read that part, I saw Roland walk into the court room with his attorney.. I literally felt my blood boil. I think Him and his attorney where in shock.. maybe more of his attorney because maybe she didn't really think He was like that.. the report showed everything what the kids told the mediator... and it also proved what kind of MONTSTER he was..I think what made him look more like an idiot in court was when he tried to tell the judge that our son suffers alot of nose bleeds and he doesn't ever recall punching our 6 year old at the time in the nose. The Judge even rolled his eyes when this explanation was being told..
Then at one point his attorney asked to speak with me privately. She tried to cut a deal with me as far as spousal, and child support. I told her "NO DEAL" with a smile :) My kids and I have gone thru WAY to much because of HIM. AND I WILL NOT SETTLE FOR LESS. Fuck that!! He MAKES 100G's a year, buys a brand new tailored suit every other week, and frequents to highclass prostitutes.. OH HAIL motha "F-ing" yea.. fo sho me and my kiddies WILL BE PAID. I think he forgot.. we live in the State of California which happens to be a COMMUNITY property state.. which in mine and my kids case.. is a VERY BEAUTIFUL thing :)
Because of my kids, and what they told the mediator.. the Judge granted me FULL LEGAL AND PHYSICAL CUSTODY of my kids~and for that... I am ETERNALLY GREATFUL to GOD, and my parents.. even though, I'm not a perfect person, I know my parents pray for me and my family everyday.. and because of that.. I trully believe.. their prayers are the ONLY reason why me and my kids are still alive..."Mahalo E Ke Akua No Keia La"~

Later on in the same day.. I get a disturbing message about How I got shit twisted. Ok.. lemme rewind here.. its been almost a MONTH since any issues about the whole Mike and lonely confused house wife bit thing happend. And all of a sudden out of the blue this person sends me an email- stating that I had things twisted and I need to leave her sister and brother in law alone.. I felt like I was back in Jr. Highschool again.. I mean really? WTF? I have WAY TOO MUCH IMPORTANT SHIT to get thru instead of dealing with this mentally challenged person. Who by the way.. happend to be a month late on the whole issue..
But I guess because of all the frustrations I was going thru with moving, traveling, and court...This chick happend to be the poor little pig that I get to toy with and release all my aggressions on.. it was a little exciting at first and EXTREMELY HILARIOUS after seeing her picture.. it became even more interesting finding out just what kind of person she REALLY IS. I admit I was mad because literally she has NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS, 2ND-When the fuck did one footed pigs start learning how to type? 3RD.. who the fuck are you to me?
I just read a 10 page report about me and my kids getting beat and all this shit ..and then..
one footed piggy comes hoppin along and thinks..she's BOSS?!
UMM I THINK NOT... i'm sorry (LOL) did this COW LADY really think I was suppose to care what her thoughts where? Her emails reminded me of a TRUE instigator-Wants or likes to stir up stuff with really no point to. I guess when you have no life, little petty shit means alot? Well alot of words were exchanged,, alot of Funny shit exchanged LMFAO!!! close to the end of our frenzy maddness of emails.. I questioned her.. "I thought fat handicap people like you were suppose to be nice and Jolly??" I admit this one footed piggy had a lot of "I wanna start shit with you because i'm stupid" umph in her.. .LOL..
I even Called her out.. KARISSA the PIGFACED BITCH lets BOX!! I"m down.. shoot me an email I will send you the address to my gym and we can settle all of this in the ring.. .and do the REAL DEAL~ But she never responded with YES LETS MEET..
But of course like all SHIT TALKERS (they talk talk talk but never walk walk walk... LOL.. kinda cliche' with her whole situation.. LMFAO!!)-all she did was send more bullshit emails..jus like a 15 year old child would.. And because I'm more of an ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS kinda person.. I automatically had her emails deleted without being read- but told her.. I'M WAITING FOR THE ONE where she's stating she's ready to box..me and her ONE ON ONE- But, OF COURSE THE ONE footed Piggy couldn't except this invitation.
Am I being mean calling an Angry Handicap overweight pig out? NO..if she wants to play with fire.. be ready to get BURNED.. I know she reads this blog. that in itself is a little psycho too-She doesn't know me, never met me, I've never done ANYTHING TO HER OR HER FAMILY.. SO GO figure.. yea.. the only valid reason for her being like this... because... SHES MENTALLY challenged..or.. she's seriously JEALOUSE OF ME... Yea..Mike even said it.. They're just Jealouse~ that's why people HATE-
but.. I need to say- i've had my ass beat by a MONSTER MAN more than once in diffrent situations and not only with bare hands.... Did she really think a JABA THE HUT look alike handicap chick with a sharp tongue, and one foot is gonna break me?

Billy described her perfectly.. shes one of those parasites that feeds off of other peoples drama.. and somehow feels.. she has to stuff her way into it.. Because she's really a sad bitter person inside. or she really has no life.

I think she tried to scare me by telling me she had some training in prison for 3 years? LMFAO!!! OMG, she even had the audacity to act proud about it....Come to find out.. yeah.. she was in prison, locked up.. in a wheelchair... training for 3 years...being Rolled around-

From my understanding she was charged for involuntary Manslaughter... DUI-Something- I wouldn't be BOASTIN TO people about and then to state she received training as a handicap person in prison.. just really sounds.. like she's the one twisted.. a little coo-koo!!!

You would think after living thru that and given a 2nd chance~ you would be more humble... more nicer.. Obviously for her.. I guess she hasn't learned shit.

Like that other Broad I didn't beat down.. My thoughts are..
this Karissa chick is fucked for life also- she lives thru a diffrent hell. One I would NEVER want to experience. To live with that burden of waking up every morning knowing that another life is no longer there because of me...due to selfish reasons,.. and after hearing the extent of all the damaged that was done to her.. and that poor other family... yeah.. she has inner issues that she tries to release in diffrent ways and I think she needs to adjust her negativity dialer and tighten the loose screw she has for a brain ...

Ohkay... now that dumb HIGHSCHOOL SHIT IS DONE!
I'm FREAKING HAPPY!! I got Custody of my kids, I'm about to get paid... and its FRIDAY!!! yea baby...
Time to start a new chapter in my life~ but I gotta make a mental note to myself** DO NOT CORRESPONDE OR INTERACT with mentally challenged people** cuz if they're fucked in the head.. and i'm just enticing them.. that makes me a fuck head too.. and yea like Mike said... They are definately JERRY SPRINGER guest status...
I'm More of AN Oprah Winfrey, Larry King guest ya dig?... *wink*

ahhhhh.. I love myself!