I sacrifice HARD because, I KNOW one day~

I've said this before.. I am not perfect I have flaws I have ugly in me I have demons that haunt me.. But it's not him, or her, or what.. It's me.. Cause it's my life its what i take and strive from-and I try and always search for the positive.. 

But tonight got to me BAD- I don't WANT my kids to think there are no stuggles or everything is all fine and dandy- ON REAL - it's the integrity, the moral, the ethics that define us... That defines me- and I'm jus sayin this lil mama...

Has a big heart .. But it hurts too..