And then it hit me..

I was at the gym yesterday and I got a text message... It was all the information for where Glenn is buried- the Cemetary location, the headstone #.. He doesn't have a headstone yet.. still in the works of making.. they even texted me pictures of the map and exact location... at first I was like- Oh cool I got the info! and then.. it hit me.. Oh... I got the info to where my friend is resting now forever... who I can't see or talk to anymore... My heart sank. I walked out of the Gym and my trainer stopped me asked where was I going.. if I was Ok... I told her I left something in my car and would be right back... I went right to my car.. sat down.. and cried... I FEEL SOOO HORRIBLE that I didn't meet up with him those last 2 times.. He was trying to have lunch or even just a walk with me and Lulu...We all had soo much going on.. Crystal had passed away... my grandmother with her heart surgery... Oh Glenn I'm soooo sorry.. soooo very sorry... after I calmed down.. I immediately texted the information to Lulu...and after that... I received a flood of emails in regards to the lil ceremony that we are going to have for him. And then this morning when I walked into the office.. Lulu came up to me.. and I could see the tears in her eyes.. she started tearing up saying how much she regretted that we didn't meet up with him... and I told her I know.. I feel the same way.. This is one thing ... I trully regret... that I didn't do.