My lil bro

I saw Matt today- I could tell in his face he's still holding a grudge or something.. Anyways I walked up to him said Hi Matt! And just hugged him.. I think he was a little shocked that I went to him like that.. I told him I barely see u anymore bro and I wanna take a pic with you.. I miss you..- he didn't say much to me, I feel like he is still sad inside.. I miss my lil brother- I don't like this distance between us.. He was my best friend- well I wanted to share cuz I barely get to see him - I told my dad I wish Matt would jus let go of whatever grudges or what not.. Life is too fucking short- I miss him more than ever.. Especially with the passing of Glenn.. you never know when's your last day.. and I would never wanna lose my baby brother and bad terms.. I hurt because I don't even know my own nieces and I barely know my bro anymore... No matter what he will always be my baby brother, and I will always love him- unconditionally.