Gloomy & Sick :(

I'm home sick today. I feel sad and shitty- I fell asleep early and woke up in the middle of the night with a fever and my right eye hurting -come to find I have a slight infection and pink eye... I'm being a big baby right now.. I know this.. It's sad I'm alone...what's even worse is being sick, sad and alone...
Honestly?... I wish I could jus cuddle into his warm chest and have him hold me...
Have him caress my back, my neck my ears with his fingertips... His lips.. Ughh I shouldn't watch sappy love stories when I'm sick... It makes me feel more sad and worse.. I jus wanna feel better already ...
So I could stop being sucha sap-