OFFICIALLY DIVORCED!!! Yeeee!!!

Again, I'm pressed for time.. I will write more later.. soo much going on.. I make it a POINT everyday and ask GOD to just handle it for me.. because If I try to do it my way... ITS ALL OUT OF CONTROL.. Anyways, First off.. I AM OFFICIALLY DIVORCED!!! THANK YOU GOD!!! I got the letter in the mail yesterday when I came home from work. I had to read it like 5 times just to make sure... and then EVERYTHING HIT ME... I AM LITERALLY A FREE LADY. Although it was just a piece of paper stating i'm no longer MARRIED to him.. it meant EVERYTHING to me at that moment.. I felt like something was lifted off that was hanging over my head for a long time... I will give him credit that he was a father to our kids in someways... but alot of it was all DARKNESS.. and i Just thank GOD, my Parents, my family and close friends- Because without you guys, without you're prayers and concerns... I would've probably been dead... by his hands.. literally. I started crying when it all hit me.. not because I was sad.. but because I was soo HAPPY, filled with Joy that I made it ALIVE, on my own.. and I'm still Rollin STRONG~ I know I wouldn't and couldn't have done any of this with out the love and support that I had behind me pushing me to move forward.. almost 20 years I lived, and endured this man.. I tolerated being beaten, physically, mentally- And now.. its ALL GONE.. AND SO IS ALL THAT.. because I'm here now.. and looking back at what I used to be.. and How I used to be... (bowing my head down) Thank YOU GOD- I've come a LONNNNG way... I used to be Fat, Sad, would never really step up for myself, depressed- Now.. it's pretty much flipped.. maybe the sad part is still there cuz of Mike- but Really..him fucking around with his babies mama.. stabbing me in the back making me think otherwise.. was definately a LOW BLOW.. BUT it was also a blessing in disguise- I'll write more later... Miss you, love you, MWAH!!!!