Venting.. and false alarm.. but getting closer..

Vent MODE- I’m a little disgusted… M****’s ex COP boyfriend- DAVID… just called me. Apparently he got my # from M**** from the last letter she sent to him from jail.. He started asking me when was the last time I saw M**** and if I knew about her situation, and how much of the Case that she’s involved with, do I know about… So we chatted for a moment in regards to her case.. I was extremely concerned because since him being a Cop, and knowing stuff.. I was thinking.. Maybe he has something that could set her free… Instead the conversation gets twisted and he asks if I have free time, maybe we could meet at Cosmo and grab a drink like old times…. Then, he bluntly tells me.. Did you know that I wanted to have a 3 sum with you and M****? You’ve been my fantasy for a long time…( I’m thinking in my head blah blah blah… BULLSHIT!) He goes on to say -”She was suppose to ask you or get you to, for my birthday… Do you remember that?” I acted like I didn’t know.. and I played stupid with him… I felt SOOO UNCOMFORTABLE talking to him about this.. I told him that I have a fiancé now … and yeah.. things are good and HONESTLY- I’m NOT interested. I FELT GROSSED OUT.. Dude I am soo FUCKING GLAD that I didn’t have a 3 sum with HIM AND HER!! Obviously this conversation wasn’t about her well being at all.. At least he got the message, ended the call kindly.. but left me with… Just remember.. IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.. ANYTHING AT ALL.. you have my number.. Yes I have your number… and I’m throwing it away as we speak.. but no I didn’t say that back to him… but I DID IT… ugggh- Ok on to other things.. Lala calls me on my break huffin and puffin and slightly crying saying that she thinks she’s in labor.. she starts telling me that she was having contractions since last night and her tummy keeps on hurting.. I asked her how far apart are her contractions.. she says 3 to 5 minutes and its been like that since last night.. I tell her to calm down.. they’re probably just Braxton hicks.. cuz if those where REAL contractions… she should’ve had the baby by now if the contractions where 3 to 5 minutes apart.. I calmed her down, told her to call Kaiser advise after she gets off the phone with me… and sure enough she calls back telling me that the Dr. told her they are just Braxton Hicks… She told me she felt better, she knows she’s just excited.. She said I’d be the 1st person next to Jon that she would call once the real deal happens… and I told her I would be there for her… Gosh.. Its still settling in me that my oldest child is gonna be a mommy soon.. and when I think about it… I hurt inside.. because I do wish she would’ve waited… but on the other hand it has changed her soo much in a positive, mature manner.. I can’t really complain. But I guess being her mom its kinda sad.. cuz now.. my baby girl.. is all grown up now.. Uggh… ok.. well Christmas is in a couple of days!! Yay! Tomorrow I’m bringing the kids with me to work.. Santa will be here to give them gifts and the get to do crafts and play games all day.. its gonna be fun for them. I AM SO NOT READY for Christmas, but I’m just going with the flow.. I kinda can’t wait till it’s over… mostly it’s been stressful. Anyways- I’m on Vacation for the rest of the year after tomorrow so I’m DEFINITELY looking forward to that.. Gonna watch my on demand and catch up with American Horror Story. Hit the GYM BIG TIME, take the kids here and there.. Ok gotta work… I’ll try and write more later… Love you, Miss you, and Mwah!