can you say 110% PROOF-
So I took some time off last week.. My brain, heart, body needed it- I slept, exercised, cleaned, shopped…
On Thursday Me and Mike surprised Jade after school and took her to see “Twilight Breaking Dawn” she’s been asking me FOREVER to see that movie… so as soon as she got out of school we made arrangements for the other 2 kids to be watched and we took Jade to the movies… I’m glad we did that alone time with her.. I think it’s good we bond as a family and also individually with the kids. Sometimes just doing one on one time with the kids- makes a HUGE difference in their lives-
Thursday night I got a series of phone calls all collect calls from M***** she calls collect and instead of saying her name she says a quick brief message and then hangs up.. she kept on asking why I haven’t written or visited..
I felt HORRIBLE.. so Friday morning I made a surprise visit to her at the prison.
She was soo HAPPY.. I ended up putting some money on her books.. I apologized and explained why I hadn’t had time to write or visit… that and also.. her last letter… Mike got upset because she had asked if I could visit her boyfriend in prison also. And she wanted me to give him a message… So I told her on the visit- I’m there for her and her kids- but in no way do I want to be involve with the case in any manner-
Even if it is just giving her “boyfriend” a message… that whole issue right there made me feel uncomfortable.. 1. I don’t know him 2. I am not messing with the LAW in anyway- especially if they are not suppose to be in touch or communicating. Other than that.. I had a good visit with her- She told me that her son is back in school which is A GOOD THING. They gave her the proper meds she needs and she does look more healthier than from the last time I saw her..but still I know in the back of both of our minds… we both know.. this is terminal- I don’t know if this sounds twisted or what… but in a sense.. seeing what M***** is going thru, makes me realize, my life isn’t soo bad. And I don’t mean that in a derogatory way… but, When I think about how sometimes I feel shitty or what not… My life is nowhere BAD as hers… and I’m just thankful to GOD that he’s always watching over me…
I CAN’T WAIT till this season is over.. more than anything.. its COLD & STRESSFUL- I mean.. Don’t get me wrong- Christmas is WONDERFUL- but we just have SOO much going on this whole month… OH THANK GOD I have another week of vacation coming up- I’m planning on doing some early spring cleaning and start putting aside shit that we don’t need, shit that we don’t want, and seasonal shit that needs to be packed away-
Then I definitely wanna take the kids somewhere since we’ll all be on Vacation.. I’m just not sure where yet… hmmmm we’ll see..
Couple weeks ago I received an email on Facebook from Salina’s mom- she had read about our Hula recital and asked if I could send her pictures, and if I could ask Mike if she could call her daughter on her Birthday-
Mike told me NOT TO RESPOND to her.
He said after the DUMB BULLSHIT she just recently pulled? Claiming his last name, making accounts in his name to start shit.. dumb kiddie bullshit like that .. and - she still has warrants out for her arrest, MENTAL ISSUES, which is probably due to the Meth use for the past 16 or plus more years he said she’s been using-
(THAT’S JUST DISGUSTING!!!!! HER BRAIN MUST REAK and be MUSHY OFF OF BATTERY ACID- HOW GLAMOURS IS THAT?! I GUESS IT MUST BE REALLY FUCKING GLAMOURS AND GREAT… GREAT ENOUGH TO PICK IT OVER YOUR OWN KIDS… UGGGH its just SAD…AND GROSS!)
DUDE- SHE’S PRETTY LAME for even asking me. Especially after what she tried to pull-
Sorry, Mike has made it clear-we DON’T DEAL WITH TRASH-
HER AND KAREN ARE JUST FUCKED UP!
THIS IS DISGUSTING, PATHETIC, AND UNEXCEPTABLE FOR A LADY WHO IS SUPPOSE TO BE A MOTHER-
I Think I’m going on a tangent here because Her and Karen ARE EXACTLY ALIKE..doing the same shit...
I was SOOO READY to beat in KARENS FACE the other day.. her tweaked out sunken loser skanky face. She swears she looks good but in reality.. she’s withering away …. I SWEAR IF KAREN pulls another BULL SHIT MOVE ON my niece Chelsea again… SHE WILL DEFINITELY HAVE SOME PROBLEMS..FO REALS.. NO JOKE-
I CAN’T STAND METH HEADS! THEY HAVE NO COMMON SENSE…they should be neutered like DOGS cuz they have NO BUISNESS MAKING BABIES THEY CAN’T take care of.
Uggh.. ok I think I vented enough-
On to more interesting fun stuff…
I got 2 months!!! YEEEE!! I already talked to Sandie.. Dee Knows what’s up.. and RUE is gonna make the Play list…
Next we just have to decide which Club we’re gonna do this at…its gonna be FAT- I’M SOO FUCKING EXCITIED and soo looking forward to this… I’m going all out.. getting a Limo, a FAT hotelly room for the after party.. and we’re gonna ROCK OUT WITH OUR COCKS OUT.. HAHA..
I don’t wanna get over excited and then it all falls apart.. so I’m just letting out bits and pieces of this event..
I bumped into Marlon the other day.. HE IS SOO FUNNY.. he gets all nervous in front of me and he starts to stutter… but this time… he said some funny BOLD shit .. cuz as soon as he saw me his eyes got big.. and then started walking towards me and acted like he was talking to me but.. really he was talking out loud assuring himself… saying “I’m a good man, I’m a hard working man.. I’m a good married man” but his eyes straight and and narrowed on me AS IF he was going to eat me ..
So, I played cool walking opposite his direction and said..”Ok Marlon.. YOU’RE A GOOD MAN~” and that’s when I heard him say in a low tone… I could do some GOOD things to you too.. I pretended like I didn’t hear him and walked away-smh ROLLING My eyes…
I thought it was a funny moment and had to share…
Ok well, I’ll write more later… Miss you and Love you… MWAH~
