Before and After..

I used to live a life that was Happy and Fake on the outside..
But inside... I was Depressed, Sad, and was trying to hide a dark secret.

I will never forget this picture. This is ONE of THOUSANDS I should've kept. This is a pic of my right upper arm. It was THE END of a terrible secret.. and The Beggining of my NEW LIFE :)

Me and Lou Lou Christmas 2007- I think I weighed around 236 in this pic..

M A D Hawaii 2008 the same I was in between 228-236

Hawaii-Oahu Polynesian Center Wicked Wahines- 2007 My weight- 232

That was then.. Behind the smiles, was a very SAD, Depressed, person hiding from everything~

The following pics are when I started to change and lose weight..

NY TIMES photo shoot- 2008 I started getting back into hula and dropping weight. I think I weighed between 220 and 215 in this pic.

Jamaica 2009 Weight: 210

E & T's place- 2009 my weight between 205-210

This next pic was at my condo when I first seperated.. It was the start of my new beginning.. I'm still HEAVY in this pic but GENUINELY HAPPY :)

2010 - I was weighing in between 196-205

Pimps & Hoe's @ club SHIRO's 2010 Weight: 187-190

Then I joined a REAL GYM and started doing, Tae-bo, Kick boxing, TRX.. and well you can see in the pics how it REALLY worked for me :)

Me and Billy Banks- TAE BO CREATER~ 2010 I had dropped in between 185-190

I became seriously addicted to working out.. so I ended up investing in my own punching bag, Gloves, Wraps.. the WHOLE SHE-BANGS-

Summer 2010 my weight at this point was between 175-185 :)

G-ma's House 2010- Weight: 170


I admit, after this point I hit a plateu.. I continued to workout but my eating habits became BAD again. But the thing about wanting something soo bad.. IF YOU ARE DETERMINED enough... IT WILL HAPPEN :)

Here are the most recent pics of me in the last 2 months. My current weight is between 155 and 150. My goal is 125... if I choose.. I wanna see if I can drop down to 115. We'll see..

Me and DeeiZzLe @ the CLUB with DJ RUE-March 2011 - My weight 165

In the "Dressing Room" End of March 2011 Weight: 155

I'm currently in between 150 and 155lbs.. I thank GOD for blessing me and giving me the strength EVERYDAY. I'm DETERMINED to drop this weight. I've been blessed with a WONDERFUL GUY who supports me, and who is also there for me.. in everyway.

I'll still be posting more pics and writing about my weight loss.. but just wanted to give a visual of things (~.~)

I know if I can do it.. ANYONE can :)